Aching....
Thursday, September 18, 2008 | 2:16 AM |
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My head hurts...There are so many things running through my head right now
I guess I am ready to go back to China
But a part of me is sad....
I thought I'd be able to get closer to certain people
But I've learned I've only grown further apart from them
You'd think the closest person to you in your life, you'd think you'd be able to talk to them
But I can't even talk to that person
It saddens me
Because I love them so much
But what can I do to work it out?
I feel there's nothing I can do but keep living
Keep on loving them despite everything
And to continue create and write my own story with the help of God
Their story is already well written....
I've cried though
Because I wish it could get better
But it seems it's only gotten worse
It hurts me so badly
And my heart aches away.....
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